well you know i wasnt going to weigh for 4 weeks? that wd have been at the end of this week. but i just went to the docs and while i was there he made me weigh and see how tall i am. i have put ON weight. his scales are totally different to mine at home too, but the point is, the difference between my weight 3 weeks ago and now is 5lb ON. i am due my period in the next few days but still. i am well and truly disheartened now as ive been really enjoying the diet and felt like iw as getting a healthy relationship back with food that i lost a bit when i did cambridge. so annoyed and feel reall down and like i want to starve myself again. argh!!