Piglet
Is so doing it this time
.....and eat
2 packets of plain crisps from a multi pack
1 packet of quavers from a multi pack
2 milkybar deserts - I had to eat both otherwise someone would have wondered where one had gone
1 finger of twix
and its nearly midnight.....
all because my "friend" said I didnt lose weight this week cos I had SW chips.... its the first time I've ever made them :cry:....she said I shouldnt have potato and that I was eating toooo much and had I ever thought that was why the people who went to SW were there cos they eat to much...... I tried to stick up for us, for all of us not just me.... I said but people have lost loads of weight... I've lost weight..... she just shrugged.... and said yes you've done well but you wont do it if you eat that much.... and now I'm sitting here at midnight typing this cos I'm so so upset. I was going to come straight up and try to be sick but I just couldnt face going down that road again.... it doest make any difference.... now I feel ashamed and humiliated and she has won..... as usual I'm a failure and all because I put on half a pound. I cant go back now cos I will have definitely gained and I cant face that..... I hate myself for doing this again.... I just wish I could disappear
2 packets of plain crisps from a multi pack
1 packet of quavers from a multi pack
2 milkybar deserts - I had to eat both otherwise someone would have wondered where one had gone
1 finger of twix
and its nearly midnight.....
all because my "friend" said I didnt lose weight this week cos I had SW chips.... its the first time I've ever made them :cry:....she said I shouldnt have potato and that I was eating toooo much and had I ever thought that was why the people who went to SW were there cos they eat to much...... I tried to stick up for us, for all of us not just me.... I said but people have lost loads of weight... I've lost weight..... she just shrugged.... and said yes you've done well but you wont do it if you eat that much.... and now I'm sitting here at midnight typing this cos I'm so so upset. I was going to come straight up and try to be sick but I just couldnt face going down that road again.... it doest make any difference.... now I feel ashamed and humiliated and she has won..... as usual I'm a failure and all because I put on half a pound. I cant go back now cos I will have definitely gained and I cant face that..... I hate myself for doing this again.... I just wish I could disappear