lighterlifeclaire
Silver Member
OK... Here goes...
I had a really bad day yesterday, not in terms of food, because I managed to stay strong... but just in general. I won't go into detail but I had arranged to see a guy I've been kinda seeing on/off and then at about 4pm(ish) he decided he was too busy. Later on last night I found out (from him) that he has managed to get another chick preggers. Great.
Anyway, after quite a bit of crying and whatever else... and a kick up the arse from some mates today... I have come to the realisation that it was never going to happen between us and that I am probably lucky for not being the chick he got pregnant.
However... I have really been thinking about the whole diet thing today, and telling myself how well I have done. I have craved all types of foods... and really just want a drink. A double JD sounds good.
It's day 92 of foundation, and hopefully I am going to lose another 7lbs over the next 8 days so that I reach 5 stones in 100 days. Despite whether I reach that goal or not I am determined to stick to it for the next 8 days. But I really want a decent break from the programme because I feel like I am missing out on the social aspect of things with some of my dearest friends.
I am thinking, that after my day 100 weigh in, I take a week off-plan and get my head in the right place... in the sense of... just have time to catch up with friends... get that intial buzz for the diet that I had at the beginning... start afresh and have some goals set to aim for. At the moment I just feel like although I set mini-goals and have the big goal to aim for... I keep eating and sabotaging the whole thing and it just isn't working right now.
I would like to know your views... thanks all xx
I had a really bad day yesterday, not in terms of food, because I managed to stay strong... but just in general. I won't go into detail but I had arranged to see a guy I've been kinda seeing on/off and then at about 4pm(ish) he decided he was too busy. Later on last night I found out (from him) that he has managed to get another chick preggers. Great.
Anyway, after quite a bit of crying and whatever else... and a kick up the arse from some mates today... I have come to the realisation that it was never going to happen between us and that I am probably lucky for not being the chick he got pregnant.
However... I have really been thinking about the whole diet thing today, and telling myself how well I have done. I have craved all types of foods... and really just want a drink. A double JD sounds good.
It's day 92 of foundation, and hopefully I am going to lose another 7lbs over the next 8 days so that I reach 5 stones in 100 days. Despite whether I reach that goal or not I am determined to stick to it for the next 8 days. But I really want a decent break from the programme because I feel like I am missing out on the social aspect of things with some of my dearest friends.
I am thinking, that after my day 100 weigh in, I take a week off-plan and get my head in the right place... in the sense of... just have time to catch up with friends... get that intial buzz for the diet that I had at the beginning... start afresh and have some goals set to aim for. At the moment I just feel like although I set mini-goals and have the big goal to aim for... I keep eating and sabotaging the whole thing and it just isn't working right now.
I would like to know your views... thanks all xx