hotty25
Full Member
:cry::cry::cry: i thought i would have one night off yet that night turned into a two week binge i ate everything you can imagine.and now 5lbs heavier and neg on the stick and back on the diet today im starving and feel so worthless and cant stop crying.a 5lb gain in two weeks whats gonna happen when im at target am i gonna gain it all back after eating a bloody chip.grrr hate myself so much right now.got family probs and aint got over losing two family members to cancer and my life is just so **** right now iv had suicide thoughts hoe BLOODY SELFISH my children lost there dad to cancer im a worthless idiot who cant do nothing right......