My goodness - What a week I had last week. I had an accident and wrote off my car, my OH car broke down, then my sisters car and then my sis laws!!! It never rains but it pours!! I am now driving a K reg rover metro, with 4 gears and a manual choke!! Its a lovely little car, but really not suited to a family with a 4year old and a 10 month old!! The good thing is i have put a deposit on a new car and am hopefully picking it up tomorrow. I dont know if its because I have had a stressful week, but im starting to feel a bit lonely on this diet. At first it was a novelty and not a problem, and I get support from all my friends and family, but i still feel I have sooooo far to go!! I have also struggled because my group is now non existant. Most of them have gone to RTM and there is only 3 of us left. Over the past 4 weeks one of us has been missing and the counsillor hasnt done a session. I dont feel like im ready to be left alone. I told her this and she said after xmas she will join groups together. But what do i do till then!! I have lost over 6 stone and my brain is saying 'cor u have lost all this weight, surely you should be at target by now' then i weigh myself and im still over 13 stone and feel completely deflated.:cry: I went to my works xmas party Friday and felt fat and frumpy. My boss was amazed at how great i looked (and kept telling me so) which made me feel good. I took a bar for starter and chilli for my main. It wasnt that hard to sit and watch everyone eat, but even though I have lost nearly 6.5 stone, i didnt feel happy walking out the door. Im hoping this week will be better!!