haggard_hannah
Proud to be a Loser!
Harumph. I sort of think that I won't lose much more weight. Ideally, I'll lose another 15 pounds but I've run out of motivation and energy.
I don't know why I'm all glum all of a sudden. But I am. It's sort of hard to come to terms with the fact that, I've done this amazing and incredibly hard thing, but I'm no better off for it. I'm still ashamed of my body, even more so now, in fact. And it's blatantly obvious that losing weight has not made me any more attractive to the opposite sex. Seems like such a waste of time.
I just get so lonely I feel like sobbing.
I don't know why I'm all glum all of a sudden. But I am. It's sort of hard to come to terms with the fact that, I've done this amazing and incredibly hard thing, but I'm no better off for it. I'm still ashamed of my body, even more so now, in fact. And it's blatantly obvious that losing weight has not made me any more attractive to the opposite sex. Seems like such a waste of time.
I just get so lonely I feel like sobbing.