Jenni's diary: Given up chocolate!

[jennikay]

Haha, same cannot be said for this afternoon I've bought lots of snacky food and had a mini celebratory binge whoops! But instead of 'finishing it off and then getting back to eating normally' (that was normally lies!) I'm actually going to eat sensible amounts of it per day. Hopefully.

 

[Aaleigha]

I think one of your housemates needs to lock it away and give it out in small amounts perday
but you deserve it now with exams coming to an end - as long as it doesnt become a habit as that is where we all go wrong - I think


H xxx

 

[omnomnom]

Hope the exams went well! Are you finished yet? x

 

[jennikay]

Hi :wavey:

Well, I've worked out why I've been unable to diet since I've gone on ADs, and - well - it's because for the first time in my life I don't actually mind how I look : I'm not entirely happy with it but for once I can see how damaged my self esteem/body image was :ashamed0005:

So, anyway. Some fun facts for you - as of yesterday, I've been dieting for 2 years. In those two years I've been down to 9 stone 0, and I'm currently 12 stone 6.5 - a net GAIN of 9.5 lbs. I feel* worse about myself than ever. (* - did before ADs, at least)

So, dieting doesn't seem to work, let's be honest here so I'm saying farewell :wavey: I may be back to nosey at people's diaries (wonder if LRO is coming back?) but not posting in my own diary, I need to get away from the dieting mentality


Thanks to everyone over the year or so I've been posting in here :hug99:
xxx

 

[Aaleigha]

well good luck for your future
hope the ad's allow you to get back on track - mine increased my appetite which of course doesnt help

 

[omnomnom]

Good luck Jenni I sometimes feel like dieting is more evil than good for me. Once I reach goal I think I can maintain, but I need to diet to get there! Dieting is what makes me want to binge.

 

[Emma_2008]

Hi :wavey:

Well, I've worked out why I've been unable to diet since I've gone on ADs, and - well - it's because for the first time in my life I don't actually mind how I look : I'm not entirely happy with it but for once I can see how damaged my self esteem/body image was :ashamed0005:

So, anyway. Some fun facts for you - as of yesterday, I've been dieting for 2 years. In those two years I've been down to 9 stone 0, and I'm currently 12 stone 6.5 - a net GAIN of 9.5 lbs. I feel* worse about myself than ever. (* - did before ADs, at least)

So, dieting doesn't seem to work, let's be honest here so I'm saying farewell :wavey: I may be back to nosey at people's diaries (wonder if LRO is coming back?) but not posting in my own diary, I need to get away from the dieting mentality


Thanks to everyone over the year or so I've been posting in here :hug99:
xxx

Don't leave us forever! you gotta come back sometimes and check up on us

Take care chick x

 

[Karenlou]

All the best hon. Come back and visit sometimes x

 

[jennikay]

Lots of changes! I've left Imperial (wasn't happy there at all, really) and am off to Manchester instead in September! Really excited about it.

Somehow I've ballooned to 13st 7 ish but feel surprisingly not bad about it. I'm a comfortable size 16 now, I'd like to be a 12-14 ish, think I was my most comfortable at about 11 stone so maybe I'll get back there - maybe I won't though!

I'm in catered accommodation this year so it could go one of two ways. I'll pop back in occasionally to update

xx

 

[Aaleigha]

\oh a big change
so what will you be reading at manchester and will it be three years there
really hope all goes well for you - so pleased you are happy with yourself thats all so much better
H xx

 

[jennikay]

Maths and Computer Science. Starting completely afresh

I've gone and bought lots of lovely clothes in a size 16 and now I've decided I'm going to get down to a 12! Still, clothes can be taken in but they can't really be taken out

I go to uni a week on Friday... so excited!