spent all night thinking stupid wedding dress............i hate it soooooo much.................Im gonna get to this day and hate the dress for making me have to feel so stupidly hungry and unable to lose weight through going to classes at the gym that I enjoy and eat food..............stupid stupid dress.........why on earth when I first put a deposit on the silly thing did I not think to look at the strange sizes it came in...........and that I really shouldnt have put money on the silly thing..........going to end up going the wedding in my jeans wha ever I do so really dont know why Im doing this....I think I was happier about this wedding when I was 21 stone at least there was a dress that fit me that made me feel pretty........... now just left with panic and having to feel so stupidly upset over a dress I once loved.... might have a look in debenhams tomorrow for something I could wear just in case the stupid 800 wasted pounds is unwearable...