Julz journey to a thinner me
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Day 30
Having a bit of a strange week, finally feeling a little better, it's been over a week since it started, an inner ear infection, not much fun
Went to the GP Wed, now on antibiotics, anti sickness tablets, and nasal spray, pure delight..............At least the room is not spinning, and I can look at my laptop screen for more than 2 minutes.
Bit of bad news, I changed my GP when old one would not complete medical form for LL so had to pay £60, at new surgery nurse said she would fill in monthly check form and was supportive, her friend did LL a couple of years ago and has maintained. GP filled the form in Wed, but said they would not do it on a monthly basis. So now need to find another way to stay on LL. I have heard some pharmacies will fill in the form, so will have to check it out.
Challenges this week, trying hard to work out what my triggers are?
Had a good day Tuesday back to work :cry:, after the long break and lots of Bank Holidays, meeting with a customer, had managed to produce a report just in time due to vertigo/ear infection. Thought the meeting went well, my Director was there and seemed pleased, then yesterday at work the General Manager relayed a conversation he had with the Director the day before, to say how impressed she was with the way I managed the meeting, the report and answered confidently all of their questions with useful information, held my ground on difficult issues! Great, it would have been good to hear it from her! Still, at least I know what she thinks.:sigh:
Thursday drove my friend and her sister to The Fat Duck in Bray for her 50th birthday meal, I had offered to be taxi a few weeks ago, I did not go in, apart from LL, the meals cost £160 per head, plus wine and it is 14 courses long..............
They enjoyed it, I went to my brother's house and had a catch up which was great.
Luckily the tablets had kicked in and wobbly head under control. Felt ok, no issues around food, had my bar and drink and felt focused.
Really tired, got to bed at 1am.
Friday, worked from home, bit tired but ok, until about 3pm. All of a sudden, black mood came over me from nowhere, and really grumpy.
Went to fridge, resisted (no food in there only bars), had a drink, checked and responded to some blogs which helped.
Carried on working, had mushroom soup at 4pm, by 6pm I was beside myself, not hungry, just want food!
Sod it, had a bar, so now have eaten all packs for the day, its going to be a long night!!!
7pm, earache has now moved into my jaw and teeth are jangling, more water with fruits of the forest, ah it was a sweet craving.
Decided to have a bath, sat there and bawled my eyes out, why? No reason at all?????????
I am losing weight, so why??????????
Gone to bed, brought LL books with me, feeling calmer.
At least the anti sickness/anti room spinning tablets made me sleep, had 6 straight hours last night, first time I have slept that long in over 6 months, I'm tired!
Think I'm just feeling sorry for myself :wave_cry:
Oh, and my menopause tropical moments seem to have started again during the day, deep joy!
Ramblings over for the day, hope everyone has a good WI and a great weekend.
Jx
