Mrs Taurus
Silver Member
Well after planning to take xmas off I was starting to fall down the slippery slope of temptation,have been having xmas tipple over the weekend,which has led me to nibbling a few things I shouldn't.
So waking up feeling so vile about myself has scared me about what damage the xmas period off would do,not just the scales,but to my self-esteem.
The solution is I've committed to ss+ for the entire period and just texted my order to my cdc, there's no way I want to feel this rubbish about myself-its only 1 xmas after all, and the best present I can give to myself is some self-respect.
Hopefully by the new year I'll be back in control on a new high of decent loses again and be able to go back to the odd planned day off,but I'm determined to get into the 12's by 2010! xx
So waking up feeling so vile about myself has scared me about what damage the xmas period off would do,not just the scales,but to my self-esteem.
The solution is I've committed to ss+ for the entire period and just texted my order to my cdc, there's no way I want to feel this rubbish about myself-its only 1 xmas after all, and the best present I can give to myself is some self-respect.
Hopefully by the new year I'll be back in control on a new high of decent loses again and be able to go back to the odd planned day off,but I'm determined to get into the 12's by 2010! xx