is really hard work. i have a friend who knows me well and if she knew i was doing the CD and sole sourcing she would go mental!!!!!, she tends to put me down because she is smaller than me, and i think she is the type, that when i get near to her size she will start on a serious diet ans lose more weight so that i will always be bigger than her, all i can say is some people in my life will be in for a complete SHOCK when i get to target weight, i feel alot of people do not believe in me and that makes me even more determined to get there!!!!!! i can harldy wait!!!! i have a very exciting future thanks to CD.