Leigh's SW journey at home :-)

Ye he's bad I like bad boys lol.

Fingers crossed you get the kids on crimbo day then I would hate to share but like you say it's their dad.

Fingers crossed you hear from them soon. If you don't try you will never know haven't got anything to loose have you. Like you say lesson learnt.

I think every month is a struggle these days isn't it haha. Always something, times you think got abit spare and then the money is needed.

Not looking forward to Jan olivIs stars nursery and I'm going to feel lost been so lucky being able to stay at home with her but she has to grow up . Sure she will
Be fine it's mummy with the issues lol.

Ye starting on Monday dunno if will
Bother with my diary prob just come chat to you. No one really chats do they feel
Like talking to yourself at times.

Hope you've had a good day
 
Yeah hope so, kids growing so quickly, Shayne doesn't believe although I refuse to confirm if santa is real or not haha, love christmas, or at least the make believe in it haha, if it could be christmas everyday, i'd be happy!

I am feeling really really annoyed and emotional today, was really anxious about going to dentist as a crown came out in June, I haven't been able to get an appointment as my dentist is so busy, anyway, she can't save the tooth so it has to come out, just so upset about it! I could have a implant but that's £2k, i'm in two minds, I could use my savings that was going to go towards my mortgage, but can I be bothered, no-body to impress but myself anyway... it's not in the front but it is on the bottom so the gap could be seen when I talk I guess, but would it though, anyway, I guess I have time to think and once its out, I still have a bit of time, I may just be used to it by then. I am swaying more to not bothering now. I had a tooth out on top a few years ago and remember it not hurting one bit, just could hear the crunch noise as it was being pulled out. Sorry for tmi. I just want it over with. I'm going to have to call in sick as they don't have appointments for after work until MARCH!!! So irritating, I have a great track record at work and then this. I am at the point where I actually don't care now about work.

You will be lost with yourself one Olivia starts Nursery hun, but it won't really sink it properly until she's at school full-time, by then you never know you might have another baby haha.

Only a couple of days until applications close for the job I applied for, you never know if I at least get an interview (another day i'd have to call in sick for oops) would be good if I could get to that stage at least, I could do with a confidence boost right now.

Well i'd be reading your diary and it's good to look back on, I've been using youtube as a bit of a diary for myself. I tell you what, with stress like I experienced today, honestly it's no wonder i put so much weight on during my separation and divorce. BUT i've been on plan as much as possible. I've decided 3 days extra easy but not going to be so strict with calories, as close to 1200 as possible, but on the other 4 days, i'll do SP and really cut down on calories to give me a boost. It would be great to leave this job and start a new one feeling great about myself, healthy, happy and slimmer haha. I guess I'll lose a few ounces when my tooth is taken out haha.
 
Don't get me started on teeth. My tooth chipped tonight and I'm petrified of the dentist I hate it, Could of sat and cried lol. Just before Olivia was born I had really bad tooth ache so I had no choice to go hadn't been for about 5 years. He said was big hole and would try and save it by filling it would need to be white filling. Anyway came to 140 pound cause had to pay emergency appointment and had to have white due to pregnancy. Just what you need when got about 8 weeks before Olivia was due. He also said he wanted to do x rays 3 diff kinds and I needed 3 fillings and would give a clean cause haven't been for so long . He wrote it all out in a card and wrote the price of £500. Haha don't think so somehow lol. I'm one of these people tht only goes when it hurts lol. Plus the other thing of not wanting to pay that amount when my teeth weren't hurting me.

Olivia was born two weeks later my tooth chipped along the top basically some of the filling he had done. I was like great what a waste of money . It's now three years down the line nearly and I was eating tea tonigh and some of the side has chipped off the same tooth . It hasn't left a hole but I just know I'm going to have to end up going now and I hate it . I darent eat on that side either incase makes it worse. Hahaha and to make matters worse the other side my wisdom tooth is pushin through so the whole side is really sore. They play up can go few months with nothing then they hurt it's like a aching pain which is annoying. I recharged my electric toothbrush at weekend I'm so lazy been using old brush instead of charging it. Hubby reckons it's prob that made it crumble if weak:mad:.


How far back is your tooth if it isn't on front I wouldn't worry a lot of money isn't it. I had one out on top 4th one back if you include your big tooth at front and this is what has made me petrified . The injected my pallet and it bloody killed now I'm put off for life. Used to go every 6 months before that lol. I do think tho the gap gets smaller and closes up slightly over time.

I'm lucky with Olivia because she won't start full time untill sept 2019 as she will turn 4 next Dec and have to wait untill the following September yipppeee. But ye hopefully have another lol


Everyone is aloud to be ill and need time off ;)

P.s know what you mean I'm the size of a whale due to stresses of life hahaha
 
It's nice to know i'm not alone in the dentist joys argh, sorry to hear about your tooth. I've suffered more since having children hun, more so while pregnant with BOTH, I only have one wisdom tooth and i'm blessed with it, never really caused much pain, just tooth decay on the tooth next to it lol, but it filled the gap now so no big deal. The tooth at the bottom is second on my left hun, she reckons over time, the teeth next to it will move but likely to move in an angle and that may cause issues in it's self, she didn't say but might end up toothless on one side :-( that's what i'm worried about, if it could wait until i'm 70, then I wouldn't care so much. My dentist won't book you in for a check up until 9 months now.... totally mad, that's how busy they are!!! It was always 6 months, what is going on. It might be worth going private even if it's just for the odd occasion lol.

I wish I had a bit longer with Shayne, he was only just 4 and started school a few days later! I really disagree with how they look at birth dates only once a year if you know what I mean, should be twice a year kids get enrolled into school, he could of done with another 6 months to ease him in, but in all honesty, he's going ok, now in secondary school and the age gap is closing more and more. Angel is a Feb baby so I had a little longer with her haha, not much but a couple of months made a difference. I would of loved to have just stayed home making more babies, but now they are getting older its the last thing on my mind. Looking forward to when they are a bit more independent now, not long ;-) not trying to rush them growing up but they are at the stage where they still need me around, but not helping with stuff if you know what I mean, i'm just supervising haha.

We'll get there hun, at least you keep trying with this plan, you've seen it work, it does work, you just have to be in the right head space.

I better get to bed, can't take any time off work yet until either interview (if I get one haha) or dentist, BOO.

Speak again soon xxx
 
See what your sayin it's close to front isn't it think I'd be tempted to pay lol. Like you say age 70 who cares but your still young. 9 months that's crazy isn't it. Mines
Private I say mine the one I visit on odd occasions hahaha.

Ye I know what you mean because she will start in sept and turn 5 in the December that's like 8 month age gap to the Aug kids. Iv always joked sayin she will be cleverest kid at school cause be older hahaha.

Your kids are lovely and you should be very proud of them all the hard works pays off. Love how angel pops into some of your videos bless her . Her Halloween dress was gorgeous.

Speak soon night take care xx
 
I've decided to leave the gap alone, can't really see it, nobody to impress but myself, I think my mortgage is more important, it's my children's future inheritance afterall, I am in a much better mood today, even listening to music and dancing around, getting some body magic in haha, just preping dinner before going to pick Angel up from cooking, so will show in my video, very bright and colourful haha. Angel wants to appear in videos and Shayne isn't so keen haha, but I'm hoping to do some more cleaning videos, I think a lot of people are missing out of getting body magic in their life but not decluttering their homes and cleaning them lol, certainly helped keep my weight off during the summer! My home is becoming more and more minimized, loving it! Wasn't as hard going around catching up as it used to be when I'd have to declutter first before cleaning.
 
That's brilliant, absolutely love a good clear out! The charity shops round here are getting too many donations and starting to turn people away, really annoying as a lot of stuff is too good to throw away and I can't be bothered trying to sell or even offer free for collection as usually means waiting in for people.

I'm starting to feel really really positive, also feeling great in myself!

My ex got in my way twice at work today, i've avoided him for months, he had to hold the door open for me both times! I really hope I can get a new job asap, will keep my eyes peeled if I don't hear from the one I applied for, applications closed today... every time I drive past there I cross my fingers lol.
 
Aww that’s terrible isn’t it really that they are turning it away. So many people out there in need of things but surpose can only take so much. There is loads of charity shops round here. Iv never taken any to be honest I tend to live out the same clothes untill they have had it lol. Joys of being fat wearing baggy stuff lol. As for Olivia’s it’s all in attic incase another little girl appears in the future.

Hubby been for a job interview today finds out either tomoz or Friday. Quite scary really as it’s hour and half away in Cheshire area so would have to commute to start with then think about relocating . Exciting times
 
Yeah it is bad really cos I think sometimes they over price things, if they drop prices a bit, they'd sell things quickly! I bought my jeans in a charity shop, maybe that's something you could do as you drop sizes hun, donate your things and then buy some from there at least you are spending half the price you would brand new or a third of more expensive brands sometimes if you are lucky lol. I kept all of Shayne's stuff and it didn't bother me at the time as I wasn't a declutterer then haha, it saved a bit of money but then I had Angel, so needed girly things lol, I like having less in my house now, makes it so easy to clean and always tidy now, Olivia is still tiny, so you'll have loads of things, i'm only just getting rid of very last of toys the kids don't really play with them now, so seemed pointless having them, they have laptops and tablets and Shayne even has a phone now... so different from when we were little eh!

Good luck to hubby, I have family in Timperley, never been sadly, mum isn't very close to her family really, my uncle is lovely and I do miss all our old family gatherings, when my nan passed away that was the end of them, apart from odd wedding, but even then as the family aren't close or just getting too big with all the grandkids now it's not possible. I have been to Cheshire but only to a car garage that my ex used to take his car to because they were specialist... he had a Peugeot 205 GTI, we drove around 4 hours I think it was just to go to a garage! He was always a bit of a nutcase!

Just finishing off editing my next video! xx
 
Hahahahaha bit of a nutcase made me lol :)

Ye might just do that when I finally fit into smaller jeans good idea.

It’s sad isn’t it how families go we used to be really close but people just tend to drift apart it’s sad. My dad died when I was 10 and we have always been close , like u say family together a lot always together at crimbo untill my nan died 4 years after . My grandad met someone else and just hasn’t been the same. Don’t get me wrong I’m glad he’s happy and I do see him but it just isn’t the same. I surpose in a way I wouldn’t want it to be the same .

Family eh lol
 
Hi Laura,

Yeah definitely go to charity shops!

I know really is sad, I have a great happy memory of family occasions, really sad i'm not overly close to my sister, her fault if i'm honest, but what can you do, would of been nice for our kids to have grown up together, my niece goes to Angel's school but Angel never plays with her! I just know i'd of loved to have gone to school with my cousins. Aww its nice your grandad met someone else but I know what you mean.

Are you prepared for starting on plan on Monday? You need to make a plan of action lol, you can do this :)
 
Hiya

Aww that is sad isn’t it how they go same
School.

I’m not prepared at all lol. This job is playing on my mind thort may of heard today but nothing so I’m assuming hasn’t got it. They did
Say could get phone call today tomoz or even Monday . Apparently if unsuccessful you get a email.

I can’t stay focused at all a lot more money and free car. So want him to get it I know we could have a lovely life . Don’t get me wrong our life isn’t rubbish now but spare cash comes in handy doesn’t it . I just really want to know got my hopes up thinkin may get it and now I’m like mmmm . Feel like my life on hold it’s so nerve racking lol .

How’s ur day been
P.s loving your waffle maker. Iv had one for crimbo from Costco
Il add pic a lot more naughtier than yours hahah

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Oh bless your heart, I always say no news is good news haha, so keep waiting until you hear ok!!! Fingers crossed for you!!

Talking of fingers crossed, me crossing mine every time I drive passed the place i've applied for has worked, i've got an interview next Tuesday, however, I have to make sure I get the kids to school on time, so I get to the interview on time, plus .... need to ask boss if I can come in later on that day and work later on Friday, we'll see. I hate having to either call in sick or lie as i'm a terrible liar! Plus just had an appraisal and you need to carry on in the job you have in case you don't get the one you want lol. I say things happen for a reason, so we'll see what happens eh. I might just call in on the morning and say that Angel isn't well and waiting for my mum to turn up. Argh! I was hoping for an after work appointment really at least Shayne could walk home and maybe mum pick Angel up, but it is what it is! I can't really say anything on youtube just in case anyone I know is watching lol. Obviously if I get it then i'll say, also keep what it is to myself for now just in case, just can't believe I got an interview! There is a test though, so gotta get through that first, wonder what it is. Just had a prioritisation test sent to me, basically there is a list of tasks I'd be doing in my day to day job and I had to give them a number of what was a priority and what wasn't lol, no right or wrong but the comments next them would be taken into consideration, i'm usually pretty good at prioritising - I'm a mum after all lol. I'm more nervous about lying to my current job!

PS love the waffle maker, you can have the nutella etc just syn it, a little of anything is allowed on plan!!! :)
 
Ye it’s tough isn’t it but needs
Must lol. Your plan sounds good it’s just if ur
Seen out depends if interview place near your work. I’d prob say emergency dentist appointment make out had it the evening before and they booked u in next day. Least then if ur seen out in car Your covered .

I really hope you get it to give u a fresh start more than anythin. Ye keep quiet lol don’t want it getting out.

Il be using it over crimbo where il give myself a
Week break so il prob just have a few then put it away.
 
I'm thinking of just calling in and saying Angel isn't well and I can't get childcare... sod it! I haven't taken anytime off sick all year ahaha and not kidding everyone else does! At least if I blame it on Angel they won't question why it was only a day, I could say she's with my mum the next day, they'd never know, the interview is quite near but the hours I work, its unlikely i'd be seen, plus it's so busy at that time of the morning anyway! We'll see how I feel on the day. Might be good to have the day off anyway. I need to call in about my tooth right near Christmas, so that's going to be another day off, will be awful, won't be able to come in as i'll be bleeding for ages, I remember last time I had a tooth out but wasn't working then. I'm just going to call in on the day and say I had toothache and have got an emergency appointment, then call after appointment and say I had treatment and won't be in, don't get enough days off to cover these situations eh, didn't have quite so many issues when I didn't have kids. Hopefully if I get the new job, it'll be around 5 hours less just under 19 hours a week, so will hopefully have a day off in the week.

I'm trying to think of ways to use my waffle maker for myself, thinking potato waffles, banana waffles... i'm sure there's much more lol!!! I'm really loving plan this time round, especially with having my soup maker, makes SP day so much easier! I'm only cooking for the kids tonight because I have a little batch of soup in the freezer! :)
 
Ye must admit your soup maker has tempted me. Just quick and easy for these cold nights isnt it.

Do u get paid at your place for being off for kids. I used to work at morrisons and if ppl ever rung in sick due to kids bein ill it was unpaid. It does sound like the best thing to do then .

Why don’t u try pin interest for waffles may fine some healthy ones haha
 
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