Well tonight is the night before the start of the new me? Maybe, I hope so, I really want it to be.
My shakes are being delivered tomorrow and I've gone from feeling confident " I will be slim" to misguided and depressed " I'll always be fat"
I do feel very emotional tonight and worried I'm going to let myself down.
I thought I would start a diary to vent. With any luck I'll look back at this post in 4 weeks and laugh at myself for being so silly and then gaze adoringly at MY size 10 pair of jeans! Hmm we will see.
Jo
My shakes are being delivered tomorrow and I've gone from feeling confident " I will be slim" to misguided and depressed " I'll always be fat"
I do feel very emotional tonight and worried I'm going to let myself down.
I thought I would start a diary to vent. With any luck I'll look back at this post in 4 weeks and laugh at myself for being so silly and then gaze adoringly at MY size 10 pair of jeans! Hmm we will see.
Jo
