melarnz
Silver Member
I have just had a really tough BBQ at the in laws!! Im usually ok with bbq's as the food is usually cheap and cheerful...however, they went all out and bought proper sausages from the butchers and made their own door step burgers and marinated chicken!! God i felt sorry for myself!
then i pictured myself at their house this time next summer, slim and being able to choose what i ate and not gorging on everything! i also pictured not missing out on getting in the hot tub because i am too embarassed to get into a cossie in front of everyone.
I also enjoyed all the praise everyone gave me when i told them i wasnt eating and i was on a diet and i had lost 47lb already....that really helped.
tomorrow my friend has invited us over for dinner. so thats going to be another difficult afternoon. and then i go on holiday monday. So, if i get through to next saturday staying abstinent then i would say i could pretty much do anything, and will go and spend some money on some new clothes or make up or something just as scrummy.
i hope u all have a great weekend xxxx
then i pictured myself at their house this time next summer, slim and being able to choose what i ate and not gorging on everything! i also pictured not missing out on getting in the hot tub because i am too embarassed to get into a cossie in front of everyone.
I also enjoyed all the praise everyone gave me when i told them i wasnt eating and i was on a diet and i had lost 47lb already....that really helped.
tomorrow my friend has invited us over for dinner. so thats going to be another difficult afternoon. and then i go on holiday monday. So, if i get through to next saturday staying abstinent then i would say i could pretty much do anything, and will go and spend some money on some new clothes or make up or something just as scrummy.
i hope u all have a great weekend xxxx