I'm back! After almost 10 days of Cambridge absence I've managed to stay the same weight. I've spent the last week and a half eating all the rubbish in sight. I kid you not I have had about 5 burgers and chips, umpteen bits of chocolate, take always and fizzy drinks.
I bought two weeks worth of products 10 days ago and today I decided to have my first one. Bad I know but in all honesty I saw so demotivated by my CC I thought "why am I bothering?!"
When I went to weigh in I had stayed the same which I was really pleased about because of the situation with my gran and the small cheats I had had that week. My CC asked how things were but you could tell she wasn't interested in the answer. She then told me that I vet a certificate when I lose a stone so I pointed out that it was actually the last week I had lost a stone. She replied that "under the circumstances" she didn't think it was appropriate to give me it with what was going on in my life. All I could think was that's got nothing to do with my gran. I'm losing weight regardless of the life events going on around me and unfortunately nothing seems to be going very positively at the moment so I would love more than ever to get a "well done for achieving this despite the rubbish you're going through". However, I left it and bought ny 2 weeks worth of products as I was going home to Scotland whilst on annual leave. She didn't make me an appointment for when I was coming back as I was to call her when "I'm ready to resume". Resume? I hadn't stopped at thAt point. I was so annoyed! Maybe you'll be reading this and think I'm over reacting but all I could think was how dare she say that! I've been working bloomin hard and she just made me feel like nothing but managed to wrap her words so it sounded like she was doing me a favour!
Anyway, I'm starting two weeks of Cambridge and I'm hoping I'll be in the low 11s/high 10s. I'll be so close to my goal and I'll start some exercise classes. If I feel I need more Cambridge which I might I'll get a different consultant.