I just could not get to sleep last night, it was gone 1 before I started to drift off. Didn't help I came across a picture of my ex yesterday, I know why I finished with him, but think it was a lame excuse to stop him getting too close. I text him and he told me he is splitting up with his girlfriend and being 100% honest I'm glad he is, I'm thinking of asking him to make another go of it, and try to be more open and honest with him. He's the only guy who has loved me the way I am and no expectations. The thing holding me back is he hasn't actually finished with his girlfriend and I'm worried I'll end up hurting him again.
SS is going ok, I've just eaten a choc mint muffin mmmmmmmmm. Water is a bit down, so will have to get glugging