Miss Mac diary - A fresh start!

[.Minnie]

Well done MM you are really doing great x

 

[Miss Mac]

Your doing so well with staying on track MM. Good luck on returning back to the work routine. Don't know if its the same for you but where I work there are always some kind of food treats hanging around. Figure that no point being tempted cos the last few days will all be for nothing & would be straight back to where I don't wont to be. Stick with it & look forward to the 1st weigh in.

Thanks susie.

My one saving grace is that people at my work are doing sw so there are no treats around however if my head goes off on one i could manage to convince myself that eating and doing one of the food based diets would be better!
I know its not though, at least not at the moment.

God you would think i had no will power at all with all the things i have said could knock me off track!!
Positivity is what i need. And with a few weeks under my belt, thats what i will have

 

[Miss Mac]

Well done MM you are really doing great x

Thanks Minnie x

 

[Miss Mac]

Ok so my son is back but he had eaten so i didn't have to make him any food and as he was full he hasn't eaten anything in front of me......so why is it that i have had little food thoughts ALL night!
I knew it was going too good to be true!

Why now though after 4 full days of relative easiness? No thoughts during the day only when son got home.

I really hope they go away coz i will have to watch people eat tomorrow at work and i don't know how i will cope if i fee like this.

Anyway, i HAVE succeeded day 5 so lets just claim the little victories for now hey

 

[lynneonextante]

Hi MM. You HAVE succeeded so far and you WILL continue to succeed!

 

[Miss Mac]

Week 1
Day 6

Back to work today, lets see how that goes!
Hopefully the very least keeping me together will be the fact that i have my first weigh in on wednesday

Oh a work trousers feel good but not any kind of loose, which makes me wonder if i would even have been able to get in them if i didn't have five days behind me!!

 

[Lois]

Good morning Miss Mac, almost a week under your belt already, well done xx

 

[.Minnie]

Well done MM how wonderful that in 48 hours you will be in week 2. You're doing well x

 

[Susie58]

Stick with it MM. Just think of the loss you will get on Wednesday. Have a good day

 

[Miss Mac]

Thanks everyone!

First day back at work and fine food wise and food thought wise so i was pleased about that.
I have felt quite light headed and spaced out today though. It got to a point at work when i actually thought i was gonna HAVE to eat something. I didn't want to eat or have a craving or anything i just felt very weird. Still do now to be honest but i have just had a shake and having a coffee and then will have a bouillon if i need to after that.
Don't like this feeling at all!
Why now though on day 6?

 

[Tigs]

Well done Miss Mac on getting to day 6 - I know exactly what you mean about the scales they can be my worst enemy - as soon as I do well I think I deserve a treat to celebrate and end up off the wagon so I think I'm going to have to steer clear of them for a while. Hope today gets better for you x

 

[.Minnie]

Even if drinking a litre of bouillon to feel full up and nauseas is what you need then do that lol. Day 7 tomorrow and then week 2. I can't wait to be that far x

 

[Miss Mac]

Thanks minnie.

Had shake, coffee, water and glass of pop. Now feel loads better
Dont know what all that was about, but didnt like it!
Maybe its because i have been lounging around on my sofa for 5 days and it was a shock to the system going back to work today!

 

[.Minnie]

I plan on getting bouillon tomorrow as I am hanging on for dear life and think I could benefit from it in the cupboard. Well done on getting through MM, fantastic x

 

[Susie58]

I agree MM. its probably because it was your first day back at work. Might be worth dividing your packs in half at work so that there is not such as long a break between meals. Glad you are feeling better now.

 

[twinkle82]

You're doing great hun. You're nearly over the worst of it and you've done fab. I can't wait to see your good loss this week xx

 

[lynneonextante]

Hi Miss Mac. Doing Good! Well done. Bet you have a brilliant loss on Wednesday!

 

[Miss Mac]

Thanks for the support everyone.
I am definitely finding it harder since my son got back but for no real reason.

However that is day 6 done, over and gone.
Day 7 tomorrow.
Can i complete a whole week?
Then there is weigh in. Im excited as i haven't had 1 little peek but that also makes me nervous incase it turns out to be a crap loss. Still i have been 100% and i cant do anymore than that.

Night everyone x

 

[Tigs]

Well done MM best of luck tomorrow for WI

 

[carrieclaus]

You can't do anymore and as youve done awesome I'm expecting a big loss! Welldone! Xxx