Bren, Health is way too important to not get hold off, especially mental health. Even at 1350 calories you should be loosing not gaining or STS.... You'll get there, but remember the challenge was to have a life... what happened the weekly football outing you used to do? Have a date night with your hubby..... dinner, movie, theatre dvd whatever.... get the girls together.... it all helps mentally. I know you have been busy at work but oyu really need 'you' time, friends time, partner time and diet time!!!