This is going to be short..but as sweet as I'm feeling right now.
DAY ONE.
Raspberry shake - used the hand blender, and was nice and frothy. Still a little powdery but will just mix for a little longer next time. I was dreading that I would hate it, but it wasn't that bad. I could drink it again - whatever I have in the morning will always make me feel a little quesy.
Vanilla shake - Made at work without blender - just my shaker. Actually okay. A few tiny lumps but still nice texture. My first sip got an HMMMMM from me..although after a while it was harder to drink. Still, it was okay, and I think a little coffee/ice will make it lovely.
Chicken soup - Oh my lord! I absolutley loved it! I can't wait for my next one. Already decided to swap my mushroom ones for chicken as I'm not a great fan of shrooms. Mixed with plenty of water and lots of pepper..hmmm (although my lip is sore from the pepper - not used to it!)
Choc Moose - Hard to mix and very sticky. At first I thought there seemed really little of it but realised...i'm having it as a pud really...and its as much as I'd get with a shop bought one. Also - amazingly scrummy.
Found I really like black tea with a couple sweeteners too. Very suprised..but pleasenty so! (I can have splendid tablet ones right?)
Water wise - around or just above the 4L mark - and that was without thinking. Have a bottle to re-fill and just kept it too hand. Was sipping wihhout realising. But can see why its so easy for it to taper off.
Now..on with feelings. Got my usual wobbles at work about how people are seeing me, as one of my confidants told a boss, after they raised an issue because I hadn't been for lunch. Fair enough really, she was actually worried - knows I have problem with weight and thought I was doing it the silly way by just not eating at all. But, I'll be ready to come clean myself in a few days I think. I really do have nothing to be ashamed of..I just need ot start realising I think.
Weeing and burping a lot! But all for a good cause!
I am feeling so, so good right now. Amazing in fact. Had a couple of moments when getting OH a glass of coke, and smelling their dinner. But, I went in kitchen, smelled it and went on to make my lovely soup.
Got all my gold spot sprays and some toothbrushes and toothpaste for at work - OH already commenting on bad breath - but I think thats that shakes and the fact I warned him about it.
Either that, or I always have smelly breath but he feels better about mentioning it now!
So positive today. I just want to hold on to this feeling. Tummy is rumbling but I really don't feel hungry. I don't feel bloated - I just feel satisfyed.
Bring on day two! I know not every day will be like this - but my, what an amazing way to start my journey.
All smiles


