Ok here's the thing. Finished foundation on 22 July 3 stone lighter. That was a Sunday and the developers meeting was on the Tuesday night. I didn't go to that one cos it was so close to the foundation meeting, last Tuesday I couldn't go either cos we were away. I am going tomorrow, trouble is I am talking myself out of going and giving up. I just haven't been able to stay in abstinence for the last two weeks. I manage a couple of days then have a binge or lose the plot for about three days. I just can't seem to get my head round it all or get myself back in focus. Does anyone have any tips if they have been through times like this?