Hi Vicki, its hard work, this dieting. I have a lot to lose like you do. I have a wedding in a couple of weeks and dont want to go because I know that whatever I wear I wont feel good in it. Its my own fault because I have not been able to get my head around any diet. Hopefully I will have a bug or something and it will give me an excuse not to go. Feel like a beached whale! lol
You're not on your own, we are all here for you. xx