First of all - well done for coming on here and sharing your story; first step done! I have only just started my journey with SW (same as you, have joined before, but am determined to do it this time!) If you ever need any support just give us a shout, I come on here every night as my OH works evenings. And that is the time of night when I'm likely to reach for the bottle/fridge, so coming on here for a chat with all the lovely people keeps me on track lol!
Keep positive, and keep in touch hun! xx