Littleslimmingbee
Gold Member
Really needing to vent.
I feel like i havnt seen my OH properly in ages. . I hate his job, he works as an alarm engineer and never works locally, so stays away alot, and then occasionally has to go abroad for a week or so..
last week he stayed away one night and then worked from god knows what time in the morning till late the rest of the week, went camping with friends on the weekend and then has bin working away since monday. :-| I am soo fed up!
were going to altontowers this weekend, but as a family so we are sharing room with others, and will have not time alone, then back to work again on tuesday.
I feel so selfish complaining as i know he has no choice and that he is lucky to have a fairley secured and well paid job at this moment in time. We need the money so we can move out but argh
Why cant i have both?! i just want some time with him... im finding it difficult because were constantly missing out on events and as a result people have stopped inviting us to things, so now im spending most of my time at home, seeing my bestfriend on wednesday nights, and going to the gym.
im really feeling quite lonley, and tbh.. knowing that this weekend at AT could really throw me off whether i plan well or not is really making me quite discorouged.
Its making me a moody cow, and im trying really hard not to be selfish and take it out on him, its not his fault and he doesnt wanna be working away either..
but argh:cry::cry:
Sorry, just needed to vent! i just get told off when i moan to mum cause she says i should be more grateful that he's working so hard for me. Somtimes i'd just rather have him home than money you know.
Xxxx
I feel like i havnt seen my OH properly in ages. . I hate his job, he works as an alarm engineer and never works locally, so stays away alot, and then occasionally has to go abroad for a week or so..
last week he stayed away one night and then worked from god knows what time in the morning till late the rest of the week, went camping with friends on the weekend and then has bin working away since monday. :-| I am soo fed up!
were going to altontowers this weekend, but as a family so we are sharing room with others, and will have not time alone, then back to work again on tuesday.
I feel so selfish complaining as i know he has no choice and that he is lucky to have a fairley secured and well paid job at this moment in time. We need the money so we can move out but argh
Why cant i have both?! i just want some time with him... im finding it difficult because were constantly missing out on events and as a result people have stopped inviting us to things, so now im spending most of my time at home, seeing my bestfriend on wednesday nights, and going to the gym. im really feeling quite lonley, and tbh.. knowing that this weekend at AT could really throw me off whether i plan well or not is really making me quite discorouged.
Its making me a moody cow, and im trying really hard not to be selfish and take it out on him, its not his fault and he doesnt wanna be working away either..
but argh
:cry::cry:Sorry, just needed to vent! i just get told off when i moan to mum cause she says i should be more grateful that he's working so hard for me. Somtimes i'd just rather have him home than money you know.
Xxxx
