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[starry*eyed<3]

That would be great, maybe one day I'll build up the confidence to say something... :/


Thanks for dropping by Hun, hope you have had a good day ? X

 

[Luvlaura]

You'll probably just come out with it one day when youve had enough, sometimes things just slip out without thinking dont they!

Thanks hun, i had a really good day as was in meetings so was busy. Im now back at the hotel and for the past hour or so all ive been thinking about is room service!

I text my CD lady who calmed me down and then i put my jamas on (not answering the door to room service in these!) so im starting to feel a bit better now quite proud of myself actually! Xxx

 

[starry*eyed<3]

Yep chick, you should be,


You could easily cave but you haven't - keeping busy on here, or faffin about painting my nails, or havin a bath really helps me stop eating...

Where r u traveling? R u on your own? I've done it a few times with work, but I've never managed to stick to the diet, I've tried but I always end up ordering food, just cos its free and I talk myself into it cos Im On my own and far away from him, I treating like I'm on holiday haha - silly girl I am !!) give yourself a pat on the back

is your hotel nice? X

 

[Luvlaura]

Hahaha

They are all the excuses i come up witb! Im from newcastle (well near there) and im currently in Hatfield, which is half an hour from London. Been to Birmingham and Milton Keynes today too so i get about a bit! Im usually down here once a week.

Hotels alright, a premier inn .... I love the beds and the breakfasts(!)

Where bouts u from? You up to anything this week or just comcentrating in recovery and cambridge! Xx

 

[Jelliebabe]

Hey Star, when you've lost some weight and you've got more confidence, you prolly won't say anything, cos you won't care! You'll have the self assurance to pity the little troll and it will go over your head as you'll have to get ready to go out & have fun! Don't let people get you down! Dont give them the privilege.

Laura WOWZERS in a hotel and on plan? Well done you!

 

[starry*eyed<3]

Hahaha

They are all the excuses i come up witb! Im from newcastle (well near there) and im currently in Hatfield, which is half an hour from London. Been to Birmingham and Milton Keynes today too so i get about a bit! Im usually down here once a week.

Hotels alright, a premier inn .... I love the beds and the breakfasts(!)

Where bouts u from? You up to anything this week or just comcentrating in recovery and cambridge! Xx

Ooh yea the premier inn beds are well nice and squishy

I'm from Manchester, so you passed my neck o' teh woods today I guess once a week, that's a lot of traveling!! I go away with work maybe once every 6 months, I usually don't enjoy it either, it's always a bit of an anticlimax :/

 

[starry*eyed<3]

Hey Star, when you've lost some weight and you've got more confidence, you prolly won't say anything, cos you won't care! You'll have the self assurance to pity the little troll and it will go over your head as you'll have to get ready to go out & have fun! Don't let people get you down! Dont give them the privilege.

Laura WOWZERS in a hotel and on plan? Well done you!

I'd like to tell her to shut up and stop being so mean about other people, alas I'm a sh1tbag and the closest I've come is to moan on here haha !! Ah well, ill get all skinny and then I won't care what anyone says mwahahahahaha xx

 

[Jelliebabe]

Could be she's jealous! LOL ignore it you're better. night night!

 

[Luvlaura]

Hey Star, when you've lost some weight and you've got more confidence, you prolly won't say anything, cos you won't care! You'll have the self assurance to pity the little troll and it will go over your head as you'll have to get ready to go out & have fun! Don't let people get you down! Dont give them the privilege.

Laura WOWZERS in a hotel and on plan? Well done you!

Haha thanks...still dont quite know how im doing it! :/

 

[Luvlaura]

Ooh yea the premier inn beds are well nice and squishy

I'm from Manchester, so you passed my neck o' teh woods today I guess once a week, that's a lot of traveling!! I go away with work maybe once every 6 months, I usually don't enjoy it either, it's always a bit of an anticlimax :/

Yeah its crap! The other half works on the oil rigs too so dont get to see him much. For that reason im going part time next month! More time to concentrate on ME lol. Ive never been to Manchester yet but do pass you alot xx

 

[starry*eyed<3]

Don't blame ya Hun, work sometimes gets a bit out if hand and consumes too much time, aw. Wish I could go part time, that would be amazing ahh well i can dream

Enjoy your big squishy bed

 

[Luvlaura]

Bed was lusb, didnt want to get up....its freezing!

Have a good day today, stay strong xx

 

[Dwyer2010]

Good luck and I'm sure you will get to where you want to be. How are you getting on?

 

[starry*eyed<3]

Bed was lusb, didnt want to get up....its freezing!

Have a good day today, stay strong xx

Yea I'm freezing this mornings- winter is here we'll need lots of layers this enter as we are all melting our insulations xx

 

[starry*eyed<3]

Good luck and I'm sure you will get to where you want to be. How are you getting on?

Thank you are you doing CD? Have you got a diary?

Woke up feeling really strange today, lightheaded and really tired, I didn't sleep well though and I was having weird dreams

** food porn moment **

I was dreaming that I was at my nieces birthday party and I was eating chocolate bars, and I mean I was eating and eating, in my dream I had eaten about 10 bars, and when I woke up I really thought I had ruined my diet, I was so confused haha !! Just done a pee stick though and I'm in the wonderful world of ketosis, so I guess i didnt eat them

Better go get my first shake before I pass out ....

Lary kids xx

 

[starry*eyed<3]

Just had a frozen shake - very nice it was too, it was just like ice cream, except its colour haha !! Much prefer the tetras tbh, the only reason I don't buy loads of them each week is that I get really bored with the same flavours all the time, it would be great if they made loads if flavoured tetras....

Sat watching Gordon Ramsay, don't know why I do it to myself, as I am really hungry now :/ bahhhh xx

 

[Luvlaura]

Just had a frozen shake - very nice it was too, it was just like ice cream, except its colour haha !! Much prefer the tetras tbh, the only reason I don't buy loads of them each week is that I get really bored with the same flavours all the time, it would be great if they made loads if flavoured tetras....

Sat watching Gordon Ramsay, don't know why I do it to myself, as I am really hungry now :/ bahhhh xx

Gordon bloody ramsay???!!!! You must be mad! I like the tetras better too but wish they were bigger. Feel like ive had more with a normal shake.

X

 

[starry*eyed<3]

Meany old Gordon made me so hungry :/

 

[starry*eyed<3]

Well, I'm a bit confused tonight,


I am def in ketosis, I have peed on 2 sticks and got them to turn pink, I. Freezing, I have disgraceful breath... But I'm feeling hungry, I thought that you didn't feel hungry on ketosis bahhhhh
Think my brain is playing tricks on me

 

[Jelliebabe]

Well, I'm a bit confused tonight,

I am def in ketosis, I have peed on 2 sticks and got them to turn pink, I. Freezing, I have disgraceful breath... But I'm feeling hungry, I thought that you didn't feel hungry on ketosis bahhhhh
Think my brain is playing tricks on me

Some people do still feel some hunger... but less., have you had plenty to drink? Those sticks are really unreliable anyway lots of people get negative readings when they are in ketosis. You have to trust the diet!