hi bluegirl! thanks for the reply. nope not travelling, meant it as a metaphor for my second attempt to go down the cambridge road.

wow looking at ur stats ur doing great!!!

tell me Ive two planned weekend away coming up, both big affairs involving lots of food, how did you achieve great losses during your weekends away?
so erm the end of day 6, tomorrow is the day- weigh in day tomorrow evening. am feeling pretty good, a bit too good, like im on something! wide awake at 6.30am kind of good. gonna go on ss+ thursday onwards as wanna bring in some exercise. doing some yoga tonight for an hour and a half. have a lot on at the moment and my mind needs to unwind. i think for me the key notes ive made this week is
a) surround yourself by supportive people
my boyfriend and friends have been brilliant. lots of pep talks and taking my mind off it. distracting me with non food related events and just having fun without eating!
b) in contradiction to the above eith regard fun and not eating, sometimes its good justto go head first into the deep end. by this i mean, dont avoid food and people eating it, if people are eating pour yourself a nice glass of water and sip it, or make ur soup at the same time. eventually i found you get over the initial "oh my god i want what is on your plate" and you realise actually its all in the head.
c) smile!!!!!! be happy. try and positive think, refocus ur mind on everything else bar food. ive resorted to lots of baths and self pampering. face masks, hair treatments (All diy might i add)
d) ermmmm so i dunno about anyone else but sex seems to be a great way to take ur mind off not eating... that is when the headaches wear off! im gonna delve into this much further but yeah, it certainly aids in my above pointer. i.e. smiling
so yeah. thats about it pretty much for today! im happy. i hope it continues to last and hopefull i will keep going and achieve my dream weight xxxx