Hello, hello, hello...
I'm back, I'm still alive! So, I have a  confession to make. Last Wednesday morning I was in A&E! I had the  most horrible thing ever. A kidney stone attack. It started to happen  around 3.30/4am where I was just lying in bed & I told Colin that I  was ok (in agony) but ok. I didn't want to make a fuss. Anyway, after a  long time in pain, I ended up on the kitchen floor in my pants whining  at Colin for an ambulance! Anyway, he took me in, and we sat there doing  wee tests/blood tests etc and they couldn't find anything and said it  was most likely kidney stones.. great. I've been ok since, but haven't  seen any stones yet - if I get the pain again.. I WILL be going to the  docs and asking for a scan! That's the only way they can find out  something is up!
Sooooo... to cut a LONG story short here's a  list of some of the foods that I had every day since Wednesday (prepare  to be shocked)!!!
WED: After A&E - A HUGE local bakery bacon  bap (with ketchup) & Dr Pepper (full fat) & half a cherry  bakewell slice. Cadbury Double Decker. Aldi chocolate buttons, Pink  Wafers (ate half the pack in two days) & a Choceur Almond (huge)  chocolate bar (YUM)! That night, a Chinese (Chicken Char Sui & Egg  Fried Rice) - full fat Dr Pepper again & possibly a Pepsi, lol.
THUR:  I don't remember what I had this day but it included the pink wafers,  some chocolate and that night I had a take-away Chicken Tikka Korma  & Pilau Rice from the Indian. A full fat can of something (pepsi I  think).
FRI: We went to the cinema, on the way I had a prawn mayo  buttie from the garage & some jelly tots. In the cinema I ended up  having a Large sweet popcorn (we stayed for two movies) I had water with  them, haha. That night we hosted karaoke & I ended up having a  sausage bap (from the late shop afterwards at 1am) along with a Bounty  ice cream, Cadbury double decker & a full fat ribena.
SAT -  We went to morrisons for a 'healthy shop' & I ended up getting some  Strawberry Shortcake slices & some yum yums (doughnut twists). That  night I had a burger from the local takeaway, with cheese and ketchup  & full fat pepsi/coke.
SUN: Think I had a bag of Doritos(?)  That night we did karaoke again & I had a cheeseburger AND small 7"  cheese pizza & a full fat pepsi.
MON:Rest of the Pizza for  breakfast (lol) erm, later that day I had some more strawbery shortcakes  (2) That night a  take-away cheeseburger with onions.
THUR: I  was good ALL day yesterday (back on plan) until the evening, where I had  no tea so ended up having half a big bag of Doritos with some sour  cream and chive dip and then a strawberry shortcake & two yum yums  & a can of full fat coke.
The good news after all this.. is  that I am the lightest weight I've been so far! On Wed, I weighed myself  dreading it (because I hadn't weighed myself all week). I couldn't  believe it, I was heavier.. but not by a 1lb.. it had just increased a  little (this was on the Wii - which is the meanest of scales)! The  kitchen ones still showed between 10st 11lbs which is AMAZING  considering HOW much I'd had. So this morning I decided to step on the  Wii again & to my absolute surprise I had LOST a pound! & showed  up as 10st 10lbs (the lowest I've been in a long, long, long time). We  obviously had last THUR weigh in day off after my A&E ordeal but we  ARE going to the weigh in tomorrow & the bonus is that it is in the  morning so hopefully I should be ok.
The last few days though, I  have been on plan (give or take a few doritos, and my recent addiction  of yum yums/strawberry shortcakes)! Today for example I've had 2 x  chocolate weetabix with skimmed milk, 1 x Alpen light, 2 x green tea, 1 x  jacket potato with prawns & big salad & I ended up having ONE  yum yum! So not too bad, haha. I think after the A&E thing I just  felt like a blow out & I was especially craving burgers.. & it's  out of my system now. I think I've been super lucky with the weight  too, considering I haven't been moving (exercising either). It IS my  birthday on Monday, so I'm having a week off SW meetings & SW food  (not going OTT) but I'm not going to be counting calories!
Also,  the other good news is that I went to TK Maxx tonight & bought a  Size 6 top (yeah it was stretchy, but still)! I'd say I'm a comfortable  10 now 

 - I also bought a size 10 trouser & I am now a 29 inch  waist - or should I say Hip, because that's where my jeans rest! I've  always had wide hips.. I will have to take some official measurements,  because that's one thing I never did. I have never been happier &  it's all down to SW 

 !!