Thank you so much...
Today has been and ok day.. I am wishing my time away though.. I have found myeslf looking forward in my diary and tryng to work out what I will weigh over the coming year.. I quickly stopped this silly obsessive activity.. I have done this before when trying to lose weight and have always put too much pressure on myself and ended up feeling terrible when I have fallen short of my expectations....
I am doing this differently.. I have no set time in my head for finishing.. No set goal of a size I want to be.. (never been less than an 18 since my school uniform.. many moons ago)... I am just doing it one day at a time and hoping I get through each day....... I have only set my ticker goal by guessing about what I 'should' be....But really no clue.. Just want to feel good and won't mind looking a bit of all right as well....
Have a great Wednesday.. I am going for a treat at the hairdressers.. not been for years but think I will be able to squeeze my bum into thier chairs now so going for a revamp....
rincess:
oh yeah and I spoke to the theartre sister about the scrubs.. I am nipping in to see her next week to have a try on and if there is no joy she will sort it with the sewing room to have some tailored for me.... 'tailored for me' were the words she used.. not 'let out or 'made bigger' so I thought that was very nice of her and I feel alot better now.. thanks for the push guys........:thankyou:
Today has been and ok day.. I am wishing my time away though.. I have found myeslf looking forward in my diary and tryng to work out what I will weigh over the coming year.. I quickly stopped this silly obsessive activity.. I have done this before when trying to lose weight and have always put too much pressure on myself and ended up feeling terrible when I have fallen short of my expectations....
I am doing this differently.. I have no set time in my head for finishing.. No set goal of a size I want to be.. (never been less than an 18 since my school uniform.. many moons ago)... I am just doing it one day at a time and hoping I get through each day....... I have only set my ticker goal by guessing about what I 'should' be....But really no clue.. Just want to feel good and won't mind looking a bit of all right as well....
Have a great Wednesday.. I am going for a treat at the hairdressers.. not been for years but think I will be able to squeeze my bum into thier chairs now so going for a revamp....
oh yeah and I spoke to the theartre sister about the scrubs.. I am nipping in to see her next week to have a try on and if there is no joy she will sort it with the sewing room to have some tailored for me.... 'tailored for me' were the words she used.. not 'let out or 'made bigger' so I thought that was very nice of her and I feel alot better now.. thanks for the push guys........:thankyou: