vikh
Full Member
Just so so stressed today and needed to vent somewhere so am sorry to any who read.I started liptrim as we have been trying for a baby and knew if we approached gp first thing he would say is lose weight.We presumed the problem was me to be honest as since having my children i had 5 years of ovarian cysts. We a few weeks ago bought every home test kit going to man..did them all ...mine all seemed fine..alas my hubbies didnt.So today he's gone off to hospital for a sperm test and its suddernly hit me just what this could mean .He hasn't gotany children and bravely married me and took on my two teenagers. I pondered for a long time if i wanted to do it all again but over time that changed and for last couple years all our plans involved children in our future. He would make an amazing father and am sat here today just feeling so so scared that it wont be an option for us,if tests come back as bad as home tests did its going to be so so hard and if one more person says oh it will be easier for me because at least i have children i might actually murder them.Yes i have two children and god i know i'm lucky but this will devistate us and the thought of knowing how much this will hurt him then makes it so much worse.I don't know if anyone on here believes in healing but if you do please send us some,the next couple weeks waiting for results are going to feel so so long.
Sorry for this am just so scared
Sorry for this am just so scared