Petey
Full Member
Its definitely proving more challenging than I thought.
Not for any particular part of it per se, but just the feelings.
I was so bloody minded in abstinence, and I was never hungry, the whole thing was a breeze.
Now, in RTM, when a bit of hunger returns, it fills me with doubt. Am I eating the wrong thing, is that one too many lumps of cottage cheese, my god look at the carb content of that!
Normal (ish) sane man gone slightly doolally tap.
Then today, I havent felt hungry ONE little bit. All Ive wanted today is water.The thought of food is repulsing me at the moment, and yet I feel absolutely fine in myself. From weighing this morning at 11' 11, I just did it again now (about 6.30pm) and it reads 11' 6 lb. Thats crazy.
Maybe a little obsession is healthy. Thats what I keep telling myself anyway.
Sorry to rant - just helps knowing that Im not the only out there.
LL definitely opens up bits of your mind you've never really delved much into before thats for sure!!
Not for any particular part of it per se, but just the feelings.
I was so bloody minded in abstinence, and I was never hungry, the whole thing was a breeze.
Now, in RTM, when a bit of hunger returns, it fills me with doubt. Am I eating the wrong thing, is that one too many lumps of cottage cheese, my god look at the carb content of that!
Normal (ish) sane man gone slightly doolally tap.
Then today, I havent felt hungry ONE little bit. All Ive wanted today is water.The thought of food is repulsing me at the moment, and yet I feel absolutely fine in myself. From weighing this morning at 11' 11, I just did it again now (about 6.30pm) and it reads 11' 6 lb. Thats crazy.
Maybe a little obsession is healthy. Thats what I keep telling myself anyway.
Sorry to rant - just helps knowing that Im not the only out there.
LL definitely opens up bits of your mind you've never really delved much into before thats for sure!!