Hi everyone,
Sorry i havent been here, the kids came back from holiday with the grandparents on Wednesday so have been spending quality time with them in between work.
Well it looks like i have missed alot.
Jella: The coil was not good for me. My body rejected it, i was bleeding heavy, emotional and caused me alot of pain so i had to have it removed. My friend also has it and swears by it so i guess it depends on each person.
Sunshine: Sorry to hear you have been poorly hun. No wonder you went of track slightly. You seem so much more positive now which is good. Hope you are feeling better.
Mini: Congrats on the loss hun, you are doing fantastic.
FFBT: Great motivational messages hun. I agree that we should all be alotmore positive on here but also i do feel that when i am feeling rubbih and i off load on this site, you guys listen, understand and help me see through it so its also good to get things off of your chest as well
Well wher do i start
. Its been a weird week, in fact its been a weird 3 weeks!! I almost quit CD
. I know what you are all going to say and dont worry im not quitting now
. I have found it really hard to stay on track. Friday we had the woks leaving party and i gave in AGAIN!!
. Not to temptation but to pressure. I dont know what is wrong with me lately, i would normally stick to my guns dispite what others said but no i listen and gave up
. I have stayed 100% today but i have struggled. I cant give up, i wont give up!!
On a good note I went shopping today and all the clothes i bought were a size 14 :clap:. I was so happy. The dresses fit but you can still see bulges which isnt good but thats given me the incentive to carry on and tone as well
Well thats my moaning out of the way, now for the reasons why i am so much more happier:
1. Being slimmer gives me more confidence
2. I have received numerous comments on my loss which makes me feel attractive again
3. I am another step closer to liking my body again.
4. When i was bigeer, i was down, depressed and had awful mood swing. My hubby and i were always arguing...this has now stopped.
I feel better already lol.
I WILL NOT GIVE IN, I AM HAPPIER WHEN SLIM, I WILL NOT BE BEATEN, I WILL NEVER GET TO A SIZE 16 AGAIN, I WILL REACH MY TARGET BY THE END OF SEPTEMBER