Thank you all for sharing your experiences. I am my own worst enemy really - I have been searching the Internet for other people who were diagnosed with severe dyskaryosis and so many seem to have found worse during colposcopy/biopsy that I'm just convincing myself that it will happen to me :cry: I am meant to be getting married next year and we were about to set a date/book the place but now i don't know what to do! IF it turns out to be bad news I can't really expect bf to marry me knowing we might not be able to have children, or worse. Also is it true that once you've had CIN3 it's likely to occur again? Will I have this problem hanging over my head for the rest of my life? I've read that some doctors suggest hysterectomy for CIN3, I hope not I'm only just 30 with no children!
One minute I'm ok and trying to be positive then the next I'm back to thinking the worst. Does anyone know anything I can get from a pharmacy to stop me feeling so anxious? Neither me or my bf are sleeping properly and it's 2 weeks tomorrow til I go for colposcopy - it seems a bit of a long time to me to have to wait for something that could be so serious. Really struggling to concentrate at work too. Sorry, I appreciate you all taking the time to read this
Any advice on how to calm down a bit and think more positive would be gratefully received, I'm generally not an optimistic person anyway.