hey everyone
Well i havent stuck to the diet at all this week, infact i havent really eaten all week, i somehow have forgotten to feed myself hahaha
i got the job n i start on the 8th dec so i still get another 2 weeks off
but now i can enjoy them cos i know i have a job
Me and H2B have had a huge chat this week, n we talked bout the miscarriage n stuff n talked bout me not being pregnant now (although i stil cant find my monthly visitors lol) and after lots of chats n working a lot of stuff out we have decided to start trying for a baby after new year (once i am settled into my new job) we then worked out we can afford for me to be off work for 6 months on maternity (hopefully more, the 6 months is based on us not saving anything in the mean time) and then i will go back to work part time which is 3 hours a day, which also fits in with H2Bs shift, so childcare isnt going to be an issue (i didnt want anyone but family to look after our baby, n thats jus a personal choice, nothing against anyone who uses private childcare) am soooo happy its unreal
and we can also still have our wedding the year after as planned
just now it will be at home instead of abroad and we prob wont have a honeymoon, we will just have a family week sumwhere nice in england instead
sorry this has been a long post!!
i am going bk on sw tomorrow, and will also continue to follow the plan during my pregnancy, so dont worry u cant get rid of me that easily
xxx