Sonia's diary
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Queen of the Damned
I first read that as hitting them with new shoes/uniform - sounds more like my school or parenting!! :giggle:
Hiya well not got much to report on. Thank god I was reconnected with internet I have been so lost.
Well Last week I maintained but thats ok better than a gain.
I am off out tonight with stu. We have not been out with each other on our own for such a long time I am so excited. We are going to the trafford centre for a meal and we may go and watch a film. When we normally go out we have to take the kids with us because nobody will look after the four of them all together. God knows how people think I cope day in day out. But anyway my brother has had to move in with us for a while so I have been kind enough to let him move in here till he gets himself sorted so he can repay me by looking after the kids
Let you know how it went later.
Well Last week I maintained but thats ok better than a gain.
I am off out tonight with stu. We have not been out with each other on our own for such a long time I am so excited. We are going to the trafford centre for a meal and we may go and watch a film. When we normally go out we have to take the kids with us because nobody will look after the four of them all together. God knows how people think I cope day in day out. But anyway my brother has had to move in with us for a while so I have been kind enough to let him move in here till he gets himself sorted so he can repay me by looking after the kids
Let you know how it went later.
Hiya hun yeah the night out was good. we had loads of places to choose from for food but everyone else had the same idea as us and everywhere was packed to bursting point. We ended up getting KFC and sitting in the big food hall with that and a bottle of Diet pepsi. Very romantic hey lol. Well after scoffing about 100 syns worth of KFC we then made things a million times worse and went over to Krusty Kremes Donughts and ate about 200 syns worth of donughts. Oh well never mind I dont get to go out often.
Saying that I have a school year reunion tomorrow night. I am looking forward to it but not if you get what I mean. I cant wait to see all the old faces and see what they have been doing with there selves but on the other hand I dont want them to see me. I have no confidence what so ever and I look like a female sumo wrestler.
Umm nail bitey time....:ashamed0005:
Saying that I have a school year reunion tomorrow night. I am looking forward to it but not if you get what I mean. I cant wait to see all the old faces and see what they have been doing with there selves but on the other hand I dont want them to see me. I have no confidence what so ever and I look like a female sumo wrestler.
Umm nail bitey time....:ashamed0005:
Thanks so much ladies. I really need to do something about my lack of confidence in myself. I was just looking at some of the piccys of some of the people going tonight. I only just realised when I got to the end that I was only comparing my self to the skinny people and conpletly scrolled passed the bigger people. So I just made my self look again at the bigger people and thank god I am not the only one.
Yes the title says it all I have a mammoth hangover. Everytime I finished a drink someone put another in its place. It was so good last night meeting everyone from school seeing what they have all been upto. I had such a good laugh. But why in the back of my head was I comparing my weight to everyone. I was and I am not just saying it I was the biggest person there I am not saying other people have not put weight on but I was the biggest and I was thinking are people looking at me to decide who I was from school or are they looking at me because I was stick thin at school and now put on so much weight.
If you look at my profile on facebook you will see a photo from last night you can guess which one is me, lol.
