I am really, REALLY annoyed and angry with myself. So demotivated, it's ridiculous. Lost 2.5 stone with SW last year between Jan and June, fell off wagon in June and haven't been on since. When I stopped I was 12st 6lb, I am now 13st and can't see a light at the end of the tunnel. I keep TRYING to get back on SW but the pull of food is too strong. Please help someone, what the hell motivates you? I'm at a loss.