sparklyfairydreams
Full Member
Hi everyone, i thought i's start a diary on here, so here's a bit about me...
i'm 24 with a boyfriend of 6 years and a beautiful 3 year old daughter.
ive always been fat but after i had my daughter i decided to do something about it, i followed sw and up untill April 2011 had lost 4st7lb.
in april 2011 i put a few pounds on over my birthday and then just could not get them off no matter what i tried, i found myself quickly gaining weight even though i was still following sw....thought it must of been that so after a brief stint at rc and ww trying to do anything i could to get the weight off i decided too see my dr.
after a long hard struggle i was finally diagnosed underactive thyroid and put on medication....this really really broke my heart, i'd worked so so hard to lose all that weight and boom it was coming back faster than ever before.
anyway here i am and to date ive gained 3stone since last april....shooting from 11st 11lbs all the way back up to 15stone
ive been pondering exante for a while but always been too chicken too actually order, mainly cos of what other people will think about it.
on monday after crying in the mirror again i came straight to the pc and ordered the months bumper pack and started on wednesday..
my first day was fine, all the excitement i think, my second day was fine as i was kept busy with the baking that i do...i know torture myself ha!
today is day 3 and i feel ok, not hungry but am missing eating if you know what i mean.
hopefully as i update this diary daily ill get too know some of you better and stop feeling so awful about myself...i want the happy me back...funny how i thought i was massive at 11st 11lbs and id kill to be that now!!
i dont want to feel uncomfortable and embarrased going out anymore....i dont want to sit in work with my trousers undone anymore....
i want ME BACK!!
anyway if your still reading then thank you for listening to me ramble haha!
selina xxxx
i'm 24 with a boyfriend of 6 years and a beautiful 3 year old daughter.
ive always been fat but after i had my daughter i decided to do something about it, i followed sw and up untill April 2011 had lost 4st7lb.
in april 2011 i put a few pounds on over my birthday and then just could not get them off no matter what i tried, i found myself quickly gaining weight even though i was still following sw....thought it must of been that so after a brief stint at rc and ww trying to do anything i could to get the weight off i decided too see my dr.
after a long hard struggle i was finally diagnosed underactive thyroid and put on medication....this really really broke my heart, i'd worked so so hard to lose all that weight and boom it was coming back faster than ever before.
anyway here i am and to date ive gained 3stone since last april....shooting from 11st 11lbs all the way back up to 15stone
ive been pondering exante for a while but always been too chicken too actually order, mainly cos of what other people will think about it.
on monday after crying in the mirror again i came straight to the pc and ordered the months bumper pack and started on wednesday..
my first day was fine, all the excitement i think, my second day was fine as i was kept busy with the baking that i do...i know torture myself ha!
today is day 3 and i feel ok, not hungry but am missing eating if you know what i mean.
hopefully as i update this diary daily ill get too know some of you better and stop feeling so awful about myself...i want the happy me back...funny how i thought i was massive at 11st 11lbs and id kill to be that now!!
i dont want to feel uncomfortable and embarrased going out anymore....i dont want to sit in work with my trousers undone anymore....
i want ME BACK!!
anyway if your still reading then thank you for listening to me ramble haha!
selina xxxx