Arrrrr, bless ya
Glad to hear you did well today...! I think by conquering each thing one at a time we will learn how good it feels AFTERWARDS.. and eating something wont ever feel that fab!! Thats what keeps me going.. my own little powertrip about stupid stuff that nobody else near me will ever grasp, let alone understand me for..!!
Tut tut for no shake till 1pm tho, I find I need mine within an hour of waking as I feel a bit shaky until that point.. I dont know if its my morphine or not but not in a position to stop it and find out yet.. but I find the same happens in the afternoon when I am due one and then late evening when I need another... its almost like my body reaches its expiry on the shake amount and I need another to top me back up again! LOL!
I had a great day today as you will probably see..! I am SO far past that low point I had in week one that it seems like a lifetime ago... I am totally in the zone and food doesnt even bother me anymore.. I went to the shops earlier and as part of my shopping I came out with 2 tubes of smarties, 4 creme eggs and a yorkie bar... none of them mine of course. but once I would have HAD to eat something if it were there.. tonight I have thought about it once and only cause I realised that i am NOT bothered!!! LOL! its crazy! I feel so bloody strong...! I also feel FREE, tried explaining to the OH how I am feeling at the mo and this is the only word I can find to describe it... I feel lighter in my mind, my entire outlook has changed and I am enjoying myself.. I dont feel self concious..! loving it!
I am having a slow week this week, totm turned up unexpected just after the scales slowed and I kind of knew due to how i felt.. then it stopped again so god knows whats happening.. but I am losing inches as my jeans that were new on 2 days ago (didnt fit before) needed another belt hole today! Cant complain!!
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Saw the comments on your diary.. eek! u cant please everyone but its so hard to explain fully how something should sound when its typed online.. makes room for lots of confusion for sure..!!! dont worry and continue doing what you do best... after the other day i cant be arsed getting in to a slanging match with people.... I was having a bad day and seeing stuff on here had me on the edge! LOL!! My rational head would react differently today of course
LOL!
I am day 13 I think today.. I have my 2nd WI on Friday morning...!! I dont care what the scales say this week as I have lost some of my body for SURE... and I know the scales are not moving as much as last week.. I am just looking forward to a new stash of choc shakes as I have run out and they are my FAVES!! I like these as much as a creme egg and thats saying something!!! LOL!
Off to bed now to slather myself in my new creams... already looking forward to waking up tmw and trying out all of my new makeup too!!! I am all giggly stupid and full of the joys at the mo. I am making myself a real PITA to the OH I reckon...!!! I even like getting up ffs, I am up as soon as that alarm goes off for a wee and a weigh!! PMSL!!
Speak to you tmw
xxx