I know what you mean looks horrid but amazing (fat food) at the same time

still on for my restart tomorrow fingers crossed hopefully I'll be back jn the swing of it quickly and I start placement Monday which will be shift work so I'll be busy so hopefully that will take my mind of eating. Plus ordered a water flavour this time so guna try and drink loads flush all the bacteria out of me hahahaha lush I know sorry!
Been to the drs today again (my second home) and they think I'll have to have an op on my stomach now just one thing after another! So guna get back on it tomorrow hopefully then might have to come of for a day or so for op but otherwise... 8 weeks before I go on hols and my first goal

so things are looking a bit better today

im not too bothered by how much i loose by then more that i get back on it and stick with it till then if that makes sense? Im going to greece but no bikini body needed as going to my cousin and get to meet her beautiful new baby

so I get baby cuddles while mummy spends some quality time with big sister (5) who's being very naughty due to jealousy! xx