Thomasina's final push!

[Zenaworrier]

OK from looking round here and online it seems that most people stop 2 weeks before and start 3 months after even if it is minor. I think that this is a bit extreme for me as all I'm having is a laser stuck up my nose and a bit burnt off! Will contact Exante on Monday and speak to the Dr when I have my pre assesment and see what they suggest.

 

[Zenaworrier]

Sorry to be writing in here lots but it is keep me sane! Ok so lost those 2lbs again Would love to lose another 5.5lbs this week so I am back under 70 kilos and back in the 10 stone mark. Fingers crossed!

 

[summergurl]

Well done chick
And dint apologise for writing in here it's what it's for! x

 

[kered]

Its lovely to see the scales go down

 

[Zenaworrier]

Well no car boot as the weather was bad but had a lovely day. Went to the cinema with N and watched Jane Eyre. Such a classic!
Then went home and played card games most of the afternoon. Old skool but very fun!
Diet is ok. Not sure if I'm in ketosis- flipping freezing and not hungry but my breath isnt that smelly. Must see if I have any stcks left.
4lbs gone so far Going to wi tomorrow and then just leave it to offical wi's.
Also been using N's weights to help with the bingo wings- my arms are very strange! Very muscley on top but then yuck underneath. Hopefully the weights will help!
Knee has been bad again lately. Think it maybe time for using my sticks full time again but really don't want to

 

[kered]

Well done on the loss up to now T, thats excellent.

You could well be in ketosis, not everyone has the smelly breath, I only had it for one day.

 

[summergurl]

Did I miss a post somewhere about a car boot?! Lol

Well done with the losses so far chick x

 

[Zenaworrier]

We were going to have one on Sunday- think I did write about it. Can't remember! Having trouble thinking atm!
Well still going ok! Wi this morning and now lost 5lbs going to leave it now until Sat for official wi.
I am in ketosis- managed to find some sticks!
Tomorrow is going to be tough as going to meet my friend and I haven't seen her for 5 years! We chat all the time so those years have flown past. Going to meet her for a coffee and then cinema and then off to my sisters after. I always really struggle when I'm there so need to keep strong! Fingers crossed!

 

[Zenaworrier]

Ok so I ate Only to take my tablets as my knee is really bad and they make me so ill if I don't have something proper in my stomach. Tried hunting for a nice egg salad but could find any without meat or fish so have a cheese and tomato panini. Not the best choice bit only had half. I think tomorrow I might have a shake for brek, salad for lunch with my friend and maybe some chicken and salad for dinner and then back on. As much as I would like to get this over and done with I think there maybe a few stops and starts. As longs as I'm losing though I will be happy! But I am a little annoyed

 

[Zenaworrier]

Ok so had a kebab tonight! N's fault!!! Just had the meat and salad and tiny bit of bread and few chips. I was out of ketosis anyway from lunch so no extra damage I guess. I have probably only had about 1000-1200 cals today.
So tomorrow going to be a little more laid back. Shake for breakfast, egg salad for lunch and maybe some popcorn at cinema and then going to try and have a bar for tea.
I am getting better though- no big binges and didn't eat everything. Why is it all so blooming complicated?!

 

[summergurl]

Hey missy, did N force that into your mouth?!!!!! If no then it can't be his fault.

Listen, stop beating yourself up. You will get there when you are ready. You are aware of what you're eating & you havnt had a binge for a while so relax. Your obv not in the tfr frame of mind so maybe having 2shakes & 1 meal will be best for you?

Xx

 

[Zenaworrier]

Lis- yes I was attempting it again!
Tan- I did think that after I wrote it! No I was just upset and that was his way of cheering me up!
Well had a lovely day yesterday. Had a great time catching up with my friend and then in the eve had girly face packs and nails with my sister and nieces . Was very good. Had shake for brek, bit of popcorn at lunch and then a omelette and salad for dinner with muller lite after.
Still a bit undecided what to do and getting a bit stressed about it! I so want to get this weight of soon but just find it so hard on exante! Anyone got a few spare grand for lipo?!

 

[x__lis__x]

Oh I've found u I thought it was a bit weird that u were posting but not in your own diary!

If I win the lottery jackpot then I'll be in touch to get u lipo x x

 

[summergurl]

Lol if I had a spare grand I wouldn't be in this country that's for sure! Hahaha

No point stressing about it chick. You just need to find the beat way for you. Food don't seem too bad yesterday so maybe try a shake or two a day with 1 or 2 balanced meals? See how you get on with that? Or maybe calorie counting? Weight watchers? ... There are loads out there for us to chose from it's just finding the one that suits us xx

 

[Zenaworrier]

Tan you spoke too soon! Had a crappy day and had a bit of a blowout. Have my pre assessment tomorrow so I am not going to make any decisions until I know how I can diet whilst have a general. Everyone seems to say the 2 week before 12 week after but it just seems really extreme for the op I'm having. We will see!

 

[kered]

aww poor you, I know how hard it is to diet when you are not in the right frame of mind. I am sure that positivity will be back soon

 

[summergurl]

Defo a good move to see what the pre op says then chick Then you can decide what you want to do x

 

[Zenaworrier]

Well pre assessment went well. I had a lovely nurse and we were talking for ages. She asked what I had done to my knee and when I explained how much I have been messed about she was shocked. She told me of a really good knee specialist there so I am going to try and get referred to him. Bad news however I have to stay in for the night after my op and not work for 2 weeks. Not quite what I was expecting just to have a tiny bit cut out of my nose! Oh well.
Also she said I need to be eating normally 2 weeks before and for 3/4 weeks after. However my op could be anytime in the next 6 months so I am going to go back onto Exante and give it one last try!
Day off tomorrow and have the afternoon to myself. Very much needed! So worn out

 

[summergurl]

Glad the pre op went well. Hope exante goes ok for you this time xx

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[kered]

Good luck with this try T, I sympathise with you, I know how hard it is to go back to TFR - I dont personally think I could stick it for more than a few days now.