Didn't quite reach goal, but it's ok...
I had wanted to get down to 96kg by today but I fall just short (0.5kg or 1.1lbs short). It's my first set goal but atleast I've lost 9.5lbs in the 2weeks. I got some good advice in the forums here, and I'm feeling more positive about it now.
I had actually managed to get out yesterday even if only for an hour (went to the Botanic Gardens again...3rd time in 8days...I've made my annual membership back already...£8 for annual, or £3 a time). It was good having a walk round with a friend. Today I don't have anything to do, although hopefully I'll be able to meet up with friends at some point. Otherwise it'll just be a laundry day. Actually, thinking about it, I have tonnes of housework to do. Hmm we'll see...
In other news, I have a massive crush on someone at work, which is kinda nice but they can't ever know, and it could never go anywhere even if they did. I don't feel guilty as you can't help who you crush on, but as I sit beside them, I'm terrified I'm just going to start blushing all the time. It is a nice feeling though...the flutteriness in my stomach, the feeling tongue-tied, the intense smiling (I can't help it). Part of me though, can't help but feel lonely because of it, knowing I don't have anyone, and it might be a long time before I do meet anyone.