Don't get me wrong, I don't wanna upgrade or anything. He's as close to perfect as exists, but I hate feeling people are looking at us thinking "Why is he with HER!". On our first date, I was drunk (am a lightweight, and hadn't eaten since that morning) and when he kissed me first, mid kiss I demanded to know why he was kissing me! I made him confirm that he liked me, then I made him go into a closing restaurant and get them to let me use the loo, and then he waited with me in the freezing cold for a taxi for three hours. I was sober and mortified by the time I got a taxi!