Littleslimmingbee
Gold Member
losing weight exciting anymore? i miss that 'oh my god, it's going to be so great and nothings going to stop that' feeling..
why cant i make my motivation and willpower last more than a few days.. why dont i care enough to get back on track and loose the weight?
I hit my 5st award. stayed there one week, then after event after event i let it slip. 1.5lbs away from it again, and went away.. got engaged and gained 8.5, bringing my overall loss to even less than my 4.5stone/ original target weight. Since then my willpower and excitment lasts a few days before i get frustrated and mad and just dont care.
I havnt a clue whats going on in my head.. right now i genuinly cant understand how i ever lost my weight to begin with?!
why cant i make my motivation and willpower last more than a few days.. why dont i care enough to get back on track and loose the weight?
I hit my 5st award. stayed there one week, then after event after event i let it slip. 1.5lbs away from it again, and went away.. got engaged and gained 8.5, bringing my overall loss to even less than my 4.5stone/ original target weight. Since then my willpower and excitment lasts a few days before i get frustrated and mad and just dont care.
I havnt a clue whats going on in my head.. right now i genuinly cant understand how i ever lost my weight to begin with?!