Thanks LW, I have to say today had definitely been the most difficult since I started. I woke up feeling awful and can't face even drinking water. I know I have to so will perservere, really doesn't help that I can't have a lempsip. I am so focused on Tuesday though and really don't want to mess up what weight I may have already lost!!
I've been thinking about some targets that I want to achieve.
I have my daughter's 5th birthday party on the 16th June which is going to be a big affair!!!! I'm going to have to stand up in front of alot of people and do all of the party games with the children and have terribly low self-esteem. I would love to be 2 stone lighter from my start weight in the hope that it will give me a bit more confidence.
I'm also wanting to get some proper family photos done and need to be at least 4 stone lighter before I do this.
My oldest starts school in August and I don't want to be the fat Mummy at the school gates and finally it will be my 3 year anniversary at the end of October and me and the OH are planning a weekend away for the first time since the baby was born and I want to see that glint in his eye again (it's been a long time since I last saw it!!!)
So I am going to keep these goals in mind, whenever I feel like I am being deprived or feeling sorry for myself, because if I don't see this journey through, none of the above will happen and I am DETERMINED that all of them will!!!!!