thanks joannem good luck 2 u 2
anyway im on day 1 again lol which is always quite easy since i have plenty of carb stores in my liver the last 3 days i have seriously binged just eating for no apparent reason , i think its the last supper mentality kicking in again before every diet i start i have days before were i just binge thinking, well i can be bad now cuz im gonna be forbidden all this food when im on the diet,this last supper thing is responsible for atleast 2 stone of my current weight.
so i had a vanilla shake for brekkie at 8.30 and plan to have a bannana 1 for lunch at 12 and a choclate 1 for dinner at 5 this way i guess it will help me keep my blood sugar levels as stable as one can on 600 cals a day lol unlike other times and people i will not be having any "extras" like tea,coffee, builiol drink, nothing if for some reason i feel like i need that bit extra then i can have an extra pack but im gonna try and avoid that to. this next couple of months are gonna propbably be one of the hardest things i will ever have to do, i just love food ,but rather than seeing this as torture im gonna see it as a newstart one in which i break free from a bad relationship and start a new one, when i start to eat again i will eat in a completley different manner, i never ever want to be overweight again this is my last diet to end all diets.