Need to get down to about 15 stone so I can start playing footy again.
The weird thing about my fatness is im now as big as i thought i was before i put the weight on if that makes sense lol. I just want to be at least the weight I was. It was horrible though during this two years when I did manage a few periods of excercise and it really hurt and shocked me how differently my body reacted to it and the amount of excercise I could handle.
Basically the abscess wound left after the emergency op never healed and developed into another one of what I had in the first place. Something called a pilonidal sinus. But it took months of my useless original surgeon saying it will heal it will heal before I had enough and went to A&E and saw another surgeon. He diagnosed it as something else and he mucked me about as well until I had enough and requested to see another surgeon. He turned out to be the best surgeon ever lol After my first consolation with him he turned around and said yep you need another op operation. So a month and a half later it was done. He even sorted out the horrible scar useless surgeon number one did lol. Plus it wasn't just the fact this foreign body had been left it in and nearly turned septic. It was causing horrible and painful infections and it disrupted my social and family life. It made me really depressed.
Had a cheeky little go on my own exercise bike last night, and It was tough. Then again even when I wasn't proper fat I hated it so I think I was just being silly lol.
