thanks clarri. have been checking my diary. five weeks to go on ss, so i'm over a third of the way through at least, ha. i think it's helping that i have a time limit. at least it doesn't seem like a neverending process this time...
am thinking that i will go back onto slimming world when i am done with it as i really enjoyed it and i managed to maintain on that before (even though i was trying to lose, gah!!)
may ring wedding dress shop tomorrow and see if i can get a general idea of when my dress will be coming in... just in case something has gone horribly wrong and they've forgotten about me or something
as it is, my best friend is due to have a caesarian tomorrow. so i may not make it to weigh in if it clashes with the first visiting hours after she has the baby if she wants me to visit. obviously i'm not totally gutted about this since i know my loss isn't massive. i'm going on the assumption that i'll have a bit of a whoosh after totm is over. after all. that's what i say to everyone else. i suppose i need to take my own advice. and let's face it. what other choice do i have? even if the losses aren't great at least i'm losing which i totally failed to do before.
it's all just rather demoralising when you have to do something, you know you're going to have to keep doing it, and it makes you feel bloody awful... i'm usually so chirpy. i hate being this down in the dumps
back to work on wednesday too, and none too surprisingly, i don't want to go!! ha. i am off thursday and friday but i'm working the weekend. oh hurrah!! might take my knitting in
going to post off invitations tomorrow. am going to write addresses on them now.
abz xx