i'lldoit
Banned
Hi Well i cant believe Im on day 21 of LL?Time flies hey?
What Im finding is Im scared............scared ive got this far and i'll blow it by eating?WHY who knows probably as ive done it before and ate and blew it?Maybe I should listen to my own advice? Leave the past in the Past?But I have this nervousness that i'll eat and fail again.
ANYONE ELSE?
Also one last thing
SCALES AT HOME (weighing yourself)
I have always admitted I have an addiction to weighing myself got OH to take them out the house for me, it took him 5 days (but he did )I weighed myself Satd am 1st thing Id lost 2lbs since last weds weigh-in then I weighed AGAIN sund pm which I know is silly as id drunk water and it was later in the day and I was the same as weds weigh-in???? as my LL group is pm I thought it would be more relistic than the satd am?sorry waffling on lol BUT since then I havent been able to weigh myself and as all addicts know im finding I cant do this without my Scales?~well I have but you know what I mean
So tonights my 3rd weigh-in Ive 100% SSED and drank 4-5 litres of water per day BUt have I lost ????Im looking forward to later but with a small dread waiting for my result?
Thanks GUYs xx
What Im finding is Im scared............scared ive got this far and i'll blow it by eating?WHY who knows probably as ive done it before and ate and blew it?Maybe I should listen to my own advice? Leave the past in the Past?But I have this nervousness that i'll eat and fail again.
ANYONE ELSE?
Also one last thing
SCALES AT HOME (weighing yourself)
I have always admitted I have an addiction to weighing myself got OH to take them out the house for me, it took him 5 days (but he did )I weighed myself Satd am 1st thing Id lost 2lbs since last weds weigh-in then I weighed AGAIN sund pm which I know is silly as id drunk water and it was later in the day and I was the same as weds weigh-in???? as my LL group is pm I thought it would be more relistic than the satd am?sorry waffling on lol BUT since then I havent been able to weigh myself and as all addicts know im finding I cant do this without my Scales?~well I have but you know what I mean
So tonights my 3rd weigh-in Ive 100% SSED and drank 4-5 litres of water per day BUt have I lost ????Im looking forward to later but with a small dread waiting for my result?
Thanks GUYs xx