i just relapssed and ate a big bag of boiled sweets. ive had a really bad week as my daughter was taken into hospital and ive been juggling work with visiting and looking after her 2 year old, then today someone drove into our car!!! I ate the sweets about 3 hours ago and have been beating myself up since. i feel such a failiure. going out the garden to see if the sun will cheer me up