Hi Everyone,
Its great to be back and boy did I miss not coming on the site and chatting to everyone.
We went away for the Easter hols to a lovely hotel and did all the usual family stuff. Days out, bars , restaurants. Only I didnt. I am sooooo proud of myself and cannot actually believe i got through it. I drank soda water and coffee in the bars and took shakes on days out. The worst thing was staying in the hotel room and watching tele while everyone went to the hotel restaurant for a meal.
Self pity took over and I sat and cried into my shake.
But at least it has taught me that i never want to have to go through this again so the willpower is going strong.
Tomorrow is 3rd weigh in so I am really looking forward to being chuffed at my abstinance and hopefully it will all have been worth while.
I will update tomorrow.
ps i really didnt realise how much i rely on this site for support until this weekend. So a massive thanks guys.
Its great to be back and boy did I miss not coming on the site and chatting to everyone.
We went away for the Easter hols to a lovely hotel and did all the usual family stuff. Days out, bars , restaurants. Only I didnt. I am sooooo proud of myself and cannot actually believe i got through it. I drank soda water and coffee in the bars and took shakes on days out. The worst thing was staying in the hotel room and watching tele while everyone went to the hotel restaurant for a meal.
Self pity took over and I sat and cried into my shake.
But at least it has taught me that i never want to have to go through this again so the willpower is going strong.
Tomorrow is 3rd weigh in so I am really looking forward to being chuffed at my abstinance and hopefully it will all have been worth while.
I will update tomorrow.
ps i really didnt realise how much i rely on this site for support until this weekend. So a massive thanks guys.