lillie dont you dare! breath, deep breath in and a nice slow breath out, go run the bath, get some bubbly bath and smellies in it, get your candles and go take some time out, your nearly through another day hun only few more hour left and your home and dry for another day. After your massive weight loss you just can not crack under the strain, your done it for months now and this is just moment off all that. Your making a massive difference to your life hun and this is for you, forgot the OT and kids just for a few hours and go pamper yourself and give yourself some thinking time. You know why your doing this, you want to look the best you can and be as healthy as you can and your doing it. If you want, get on chat jx