Hi Kathryn,
I could have been reading about myself when i read your post. I,m also on a restart, I'm almost 2 stone heavier than my lowest cd weight.
 
What is done is done in my book!   Start with a new day and make it a new week, you can do it!
 
Ill do it- made a lot of sense to me, you need to draw a line and remember your family and nights out will still be there when your slim and more confident to make the right choices after your cd journey!
 
Be strong
Emma